ok, kinda lost track on the entries that were supposed to be done. I was busy “celebrating” my birthday, kinda like just doing nothing. I was just wondering what would happen on my birthday, i’m sorry, but there’s this strange “french film” kind of belief that something out of the ordinary will happen, that’s the most i can do that’s left from childish deluisions of grandueroise that i kinda grew out of thanks to some fuckers (ya fuck your birthday, its a dumb arse date that doesnt mean anything except the fact that you believe strongly in the gregorian calendar which means SHIT across the equator.)
In an attempt to bring back the magic of birthday parties, i had an outing to Home club on thursday night. It was my favourite night, U2 tribute night. Personally the only good U2 album was Zooropa, anything like Boy, October and Joshua tree were ROCK CLASSICS, if the other album you like was Bon jovi’s live in europe or Coldplay (depending on age, and whatever arena rock REALLY means to you.) Oh ya, and the best song is still baby face, straight forward, sexy and bono sounds like someone i can talk to.
So then, the bands played tribute to U2 and hearing The sweetest thing as one of the cover songs was totally wierd. Its not about boyzone and all appearing in the video for it (come on its the MTV age, the song and video is interchangeable), its just, wierd. Anyway, so i had a few drinks, talked to some old friends (well im still bitter about those friends who mattered leaving and shit, talk about “connectivity” on the internet when these fuckheads go “huh?” about your birthday. says alot about what these rug munching prostitutes are made of). Even so it was good really. honestly i enjoyed the time alone with the guys i was with in a Syd barrett and Neil diamond way (no one really likes me like my mum, and im not going to pretend that i dont know).
So happy birthday shaun!

For music f**kery, i just got a copy of Third Eye Foundation’s You Guys Kill Me (1998). Pretty much released during total trip hop overload; after copy cats and Fatboy slim/ crystal method big beat movie trailer soundtracks. It was a pretty big thing this trip hop thing, with the demand for this organic meets electronic reaching FEVER PITCH with radiohead’s KID A (which was not trip hop). I remember going nuts about this buying Tricky albums (pumpkin is a great song which samples Smashing pumpkins), Lamb (WORH JAZZ), Alex Reece (wow is it triphop!) and alot more hip hop beats meets rock transfusions.
You Guys Kill Me, is a great title to an album which is really dark. Dark not in a Mayhem trying to find a power plug in an Caparthian Forest way, but dark in a Depeche mode Alan wilder (RECOIL!!!!!) way, maybe “violator”. With titles like “A galaxy of stars”, “Lions writing the bible” and “An even harder shade of dark”. Main man Matt elliot (who has played with almight Flying Saucer Attack). While there are still outdated shades of the usual triphop/ jungle beats, just like the saving grace of tracey thorn’s voice in everything but the girl, the samples are really amazing. Creating moods with wierd grace all pitchy and slimy, without class and without concern for that artist-wants-to-take-you-somewhere-deep-in-your-hearts thing. Matt elliot really raises the bar for fucking your primal instincts on the track “For all the brothers and sisters”, where he samples sounds of cats meowing like a choir in some back alley feline church, and this goes on for 4 minutes!
There some ambient overtones for the meat of the songs as well, its not all aural chainsaw busting monochrome. On “no dove no convenant”, a rich sheet of strings totally pitchy like pavement puddle ripples is the main theme, even with the outdated Drill and Bass beats (always reminds me of Mu-Ziq and the like still) sounds really scary, like its not just music. The music though instrumental (except the one with the cats choir, where at times sounds really human and freaky.) sound very vocal, the whole mood the album is kinda of like what Godspeed! You black emperor was doing on the first album (and that’s the best album period, before they accidently came up with “post rock”, and then returning triumphant with Yanqui U.X.O) and also like their offshoot band Set fires to flames (which is the best aural art cd experience in the world full stop.) If you find a copy of You Guys Kill Me buy it, its great funeral music, a sleeker and younger tom waits and also symphonic industrial drinking music.
*sigh i miss The sneaker pimps”
Before i was busy buying and like lusting over really expensive lame shit, like guitar pedals, amps and guitars. (gross really), i was listening to music. I was a total music junkie i would come home after school all sweaty and rush to my dad’s cassette’s collection to discover what sound waves can do to a pre pubescent science society and christian fellowship member. Once, i was so obessed over A-ha’s Living daylights, i would like back on the sofa and just listen to it again and again with the lyric sheets in my hand. Back then, they had these extra special rewind button apart from the normal one, it would rewind the cassette back tracking the point where there would be a period of silence, kinda like a CD player. I kinda wore out that button on many albums especially this album:

and this:

I always stared in the cover wondering what the hell was happening to the dude’s face. I kinda got the idea after watching all the UBER VIOLENCE on the cult film SCANNERS (remember? it used to be readily on rental at old VHS rental shops. Please buy me the dvd thanks, my life was destroyed by this movie)

One of the greatest soundtracks that i listened to from the 80’s that i listened in the 90’s without understanding anything. Basically its like a subconscious kind of album. You just enjoy it. The movie was a tad boring though. I prefer Mister stolz in the Fly 2.

I totally was obsessed with this album. I wanted to be jeremy jordan in the right kind of love video (for those interested, look up youtube). I recently saw this album at this bargain CD shop, i admit i felt like life had meaning again.
here’s the video

i totally loved this album, because he was from Blossom, and i had a total crush on her (blossom not joey lawrence) hint hint.. PLEASE RELEASE BLOSSOM ON DVD! it was way cooler then Pipi Longstockings or PUNKY brewster. wait… is blossom Sarah jessica parker!??!??!?! uh oh…
Here’s BLOSSOM!!! i found this on youtube.. shit im going to cry!
and my total favourite tv series that’s not GAY

My introduction to Rock and roll. To be honest i’ll pick the L.A. Guns over Guns and Roses, maybe its because i heard them first. I think its because i like them being upfront especially song titles, for example “Sex ACTION” versus “sweet child of mine”, nuff’ said.

I remember how always hearing about how convent girls like to have like dances to Electric youth and all. My friends, who were older and i had secret crushes on them, used to show me the moves and i’ll try and remember them. Listening to this song on my beat up walkman gives me a chance to taste the joy of seeing them dancing to this song in front of me. SWEET.
Sigh. YA. ok enuff of this. But im serious about the SCanners dvd thing. Rock ON!! MAN!
oh ya, you should check out these find releases that i mentioned. Im serious, these are albums that i can say i grew up with. Did i? (worh so PKDick the moment)
sigh who’s going to do the dance of happiness with me?




